SILENT DREAMS AND SCREAMS !!!

My silence will scream and I know you will not hear ...
My inner child will dream and I know you will not care ...
I love you I really do and for what I am today is a result which is already proved '
Careless to the world I only thought about you ...
Deaf ear to the world I only have your voice echo...
Small heart or big I cannot really judge as by size it is small but your room is luxurious ...
Holding on to myself for decisions which are wrong I feel lost and cry but silently whisper only your name ...
I might have failed to serve you the best but lover as I call myself I deserve no pain ...
Dead inside dead outside now,as your not with me but your existence is lifelong engraved in my heart...
Don't know if I did justice as a good partner ,don't know if all that mattered to you was only me or not
All I know is that I have not imagined this life to be without you ...
But reality is ...
My silence will scream and I know you will not hear...
My inner child will dream and I know you will not Care...