Screech Of My End -poem

Screech Of My End

Lies have learnt new ways to try,blind faith has learnt to believe as truth this try...

Don't make this a guilt I called for it,for trust so blind was absolutely unhealthy

You tried your best to cement your lies and so my trust began to fade..

What is wrong you have asked several times with innocence filled in those not guilty eyes 

I wish to answer but how can I as this state of ours has made me weak...

I tried to forget I tried to ignore had become blind to all what is going on ,but for how long can I lie to myself that love shown to me was also felt by someone else...

May be I failed may be I tried to much that is the reason faded that feeling of love..

I cant take this anymore I had my share of tears now its only screech from my end and ineffectiveness from yours...

By: Sonika.R.Lotliker

Just When I -poem

Just When I -poem

 Just when I….

It’s that breath I miss, it’s the bad nightmare I suddenly wake-up with, it’s that sudden jerk from a stranger I feel just when I am drowned in those ugly thoughts of past that disturbed and future that will tear apart….

Growing in silence has made me stronger but till when that I want to burst out and nobody to give shoulder..Everyone gone away in darkness, something that I left them with along with a mute band on my face when questions asked….

Palaces of my dreams were haunting my smile and so were those faces who betrayed me once so then what was the right choice to make, I questioned till I got lost in them and returned back to reality that it’s my fault..That silence I used to make me strong….

Peace was just within somewhere hidden in my childhood now it was shattering that innocence I still preserved till I was protected by insulation of silence…

Why did I never want to break hearts, really..Even when nobody really gave a damn to my deeds..Scaring that child in me by warnings to lose love or even relations …

Have I created myself this way or am I born to be this way, reality has slapped me so many times and just when I want to give it back the silence again insulates me within….

By:Sonika..Lotliker