DarK CloUds Of REalitY

I'm alone in this world and will go alone,for there is nobody of that courage to give me company..
So many questions and blunders  around in my mind ...
Have I done some special course or am I a question bank?
I see so many questions and,connections of past showing negativity and still I ignore and positive is what I wish to see...
I discovered that meeting new people and exchanging views is not so bad but seeking love in everybody is a big crime...
So much that it is waiting to bring me down and praise me unnecessarily I feel...
Just coz I am too easy going with world views or am I a forehead written monkey..?
Translucent is my life and I continue to live the way it is..
Coz I'm not expecting much from nobody ...absolutely nobody...
I will not even blame anyone for not being there when I'm in severe or even mild pain..
As I'm alone in this world and will go alone,for there is nobody of that courage to give me company..
So many questions and blunders  around in my mind ...